That's all.

"We tend to ignore our mistakes when we see how worse the other person's wickedness is."
That was what I understood from what the priest who celebrated the mass I heard said during his homily. I believe in everything he said.

Mr. Dreaming forgot to turn the lights off again.
Every time I feel pain, I try to cry. Last Saturday, I sat between Audrey and Van, Patski beside him. I found it hard to concentrate on the classes, thinking of many things Giezelle told me (a comment on friendster and an SMS). I wanted to cry. A teardrop fell down my left cheek, and how it felt sucked. it was the last (it wasn't even enough for anybody to see). I had to bear the feeling until almost 48 hours after (and counting). However, I'm thankful for the lotsen lotsa help. The people who surrounded me were the best. There was Virmon to my right during the first subject, Gab to my left, Carlo, behind me. Then, during the rest of the day in school, in addition to what was previously mentioned, were Lesley, April, and Riza right behind where I sat. They rocked my day and painted lots of smiles on my face. I can also remember Kuya Dude going to our place in the room just to tell me he missed us. lol. See? They sure know how to make boring days rock. But heck, at the end of each lovely day I still find myself lying in my bed and singing random sad songs. Eff it.
Things that mattered.
Actually, nothing pretty much happened during my Sunday, which is why I don't have that much to say aside from the mass I heard, seeing Ornussa Cadness *giggles*, and buying a new stuffed toy.
It was my li'l sister's birthday, anyway, but I slept through almost the whole day. I'm writing (typing) this because I wanted to tell you, my fans, este, fellow dreamers, all the things that mattered in my emo-infested Saturday. First: the über-annoying Theo class made a big deal. damn. It might even have been the thing that ruined my day. Next. Audrey gave me a smile+a nod when I told her that I wanted to sit beside her. That mattered. Van sat beside me and took from me his dose of emo-ness. Patricia followed. There they were. Audrey, Van and Patski equaled fun. I love them. Next: The Lunch, April, April's cam, and Odie's photo shoot. Next: That "I ♥ Audrey" message Odie wrote behind my left hand almost made me forgot about Giezelle. Next: Audrey+Van (yes, that day was all about them. almost.) saying with me that the sky looked beautiful. We even took pictures of it. Then, I wasn't that much uncomfy with Louiegee and Chrisie around anymore. After that, I went home. Early.
complements
Nika+Audrey+'nang ku. thnx for dropping some lines on friendster. Audrey, I really appreciate it. special thanks. labyuberimats. lolz.ü
One song
I heard this song in SOP this yesterday afternoon, and although it was covered by my favorite singer (ironically, mind you), Brenan Espartinez, it wasn't that much far from successful in an attempt to make me cry.

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everyday he searches, everyday he finds.